its been a long time i have been thinking of getting a tattoo. i think i have almost decided on the design also adn where to get it tattooed also. since i came from VI and since EI got over this feeling has become very intense. it seems to me as a symbolic act for something.
my confusion arises from why am i doing this? i ahve identified the need but i am not able to identify the cause, the root cause that is. i am gonna write what comes into my mind as i always do and if u can make any sense out of it please do and yoyr feedback will be highly appreciated.
its been a desire since i think 11th std to get atttooed. i ahve been talking about it many times at home and as expected my dad is dead against it. all my life i have lived my life as my parenst wanted me to and moderating their needs to meet my desires. i ahve (except for once) never done anythng which i am sure will hurt thme and if i have done somthing then i make sure they never get to know. i know i am not the perfect daughter cause i have many times put my wishes ahead of theirs but nothing in my view has ever been so drastic as leaving an impact for life.
a tattoo will. my dad has a habit of innocently days months and years later bring up a grudge thathe holds against me while in a humorous context but that hurts me a lot........
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