hey,
today i attempt that which i have never had the courage to speak of earlier.... why for the fear that it might actually come true of or that it might never come true.... u know Na that deep held belief in me that what ever that i desire and say out loud never happens guess that where the fear emanates from...... so what am i gonna talk about???? my ideal man......
before i begin the description i need to confess that this is the ideal and i am well aware that ideals don't exist.... i am open to all experiences and believe that i can live happily with a wide variety of people..... why i want to talk about it today??? well saw AR with her fiancee plus KP contacted me after a long time plus saw that Malayalam movie of mohan lal...... honestly i need a reason to cry today and what best reason that that eternal thorn in my heart...... LOVE <3 p="">
what do i think of when i think of my ideal man??? physical features....... preferably fair but brown or dark will also do, taller than me with the personality of an ARMY OFFICER..... why well i have lived my life in an army setup, the grind of an army officer the polish, the power, the masculinity the rawness, the care and the naughtiness all i need. i am a physical person, some one who is strong, independent and rebellious..... in short within me still lives that tomboy.... who wants to be conquered, subjugated in love..... someone who is able to tear open my wall of defence and lay bare my vulnerabilities and then pick me up like a baby and care for me love me and hold me tight......
i am the support system for many people so my man should be my support system, strong and tender arms to pull me down and stroke me tenderly........ someone who sees me for who i am and not who i pretend to be...... someone who has seen me cry unabashedly in front of them... who understands my dreams, my thoughts my concerns my desires and wants to be by my side when i fulfill them.... some one who supports me in reaching for the stars but keeps assuring me that even if i don't reach he will bring them down for me....... naughty yet loving, brash yet caring, good boy and bad boy, conqueror and gardener...... someone who is mine and only mine.....
this is the reason i love SRK's old movies.... love the character he plays, like Raj of DDLJ, like Aman of KHNH and Arjun of Pardes....... I'm reminded of that song of Ajay Devgan from the movie Major Sahab
Ho nahi sakta... ho nahi sakta....
Mere Khwabo mein jo ladka hai sach much ho nahi sakta,
mere sapno mein joh ladka hai sach much ho nahi sakta,
kissi ki yaad mein khud ko mita dun.....mmmm...
ho nahi sakta... ho nahi sakta.....
today i attempt that which i have never had the courage to speak of earlier.... why for the fear that it might actually come true of or that it might never come true.... u know Na that deep held belief in me that what ever that i desire and say out loud never happens guess that where the fear emanates from...... so what am i gonna talk about???? my ideal man......
before i begin the description i need to confess that this is the ideal and i am well aware that ideals don't exist.... i am open to all experiences and believe that i can live happily with a wide variety of people..... why i want to talk about it today??? well saw AR with her fiancee plus KP contacted me after a long time plus saw that Malayalam movie of mohan lal...... honestly i need a reason to cry today and what best reason that that eternal thorn in my heart...... LOVE <3 p="">
what do i think of when i think of my ideal man??? physical features....... preferably fair but brown or dark will also do, taller than me with the personality of an ARMY OFFICER..... why well i have lived my life in an army setup, the grind of an army officer the polish, the power, the masculinity the rawness, the care and the naughtiness all i need. i am a physical person, some one who is strong, independent and rebellious..... in short within me still lives that tomboy.... who wants to be conquered, subjugated in love..... someone who is able to tear open my wall of defence and lay bare my vulnerabilities and then pick me up like a baby and care for me love me and hold me tight......
i am the support system for many people so my man should be my support system, strong and tender arms to pull me down and stroke me tenderly........ someone who sees me for who i am and not who i pretend to be...... someone who has seen me cry unabashedly in front of them... who understands my dreams, my thoughts my concerns my desires and wants to be by my side when i fulfill them.... some one who supports me in reaching for the stars but keeps assuring me that even if i don't reach he will bring them down for me....... naughty yet loving, brash yet caring, good boy and bad boy, conqueror and gardener...... someone who is mine and only mine.....
this is the reason i love SRK's old movies.... love the character he plays, like Raj of DDLJ, like Aman of KHNH and Arjun of Pardes....... I'm reminded of that song of Ajay Devgan from the movie Major Sahab
Ho nahi sakta... ho nahi sakta....
Mere Khwabo mein jo ladka hai sach much ho nahi sakta,
mere sapno mein joh ladka hai sach much ho nahi sakta,
kissi ki yaad mein khud ko mita dun.....mmmm...
ho nahi sakta... ho nahi sakta.....
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