i start with ma hobbie well i must say there is possibly nuttin i dont like to do....... u wannna kno y coz it keeps me occupied.....................i hate lonliness tho its the only constant company i hve..............i love to surround myself wid ppl coz that takes me away frm ma lyf i get to be vat others are............and dont need to b what i am...........
im a single female, elder daughther of my parents who by the way are very overprotective coz they love me loads!!!!!!!!!! i m totally wacky and crazzy (tho both words may have different meaning for both of us), my friends call me an aspiring terrorist or a terrorisin psychologist coz i kind of adore hitler and napolean and osama...........dont get me wrong i adore their minds and their abilities and condone their acts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my friends are never gonna believe any1 who would say that anisha behaved in a very mature way at this place coz they know i have grown only ohysiucally mentally i think im still 3 no no 2 no no i think i will settle for 1.5 years old!!!!!!!!!!!!!love to be around ppl and enjoy being centre of attraction but not at the expense of others.............
welll other than that cumin to family well i believe that ppl who are broken or shattered frm inside shld not bring new life into the wrld coz they make lyf difficult for themselves and the kid.......................any family based on a compromise does not live long....... u try to hide the crack but it cums open sooner than later.....................so i dont believe in love................. its bu****it................... only thing that lives is compromise...............how long and how much can u bear the other person how much can u change for the other one, for the both of u...................thts marriage in nutshell!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as long as ur anonymous and im sure i wont meet u anytime i will be myself.................any indication of meetin and i strt pretending ...............pretendin to be wht i know u want me to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my lyf is totally fu**ed up partly coz of me and partly coz of vere i have been, my past, my surroundin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the only reason im tellin u all this is coz right now im p****d off with a fight wid ma mom at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dont get me wrong my lyf frm outside is what every person wld want......... i hve a lovin famly who care alot for me, who love me, take care of me, worry for me, give me anythin i want in lyf............................the only probs is that they dont understand me....................either coz they dont try or coz they are not able to despite their best efforts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if its the former then vat hope can i hve in any famly, if its the latter then vat hope do i ahve 4 myself coz if ppl arnd me 4 past 22 yrs cant understand me then who on earth will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so im pretty much doomed in life................so i live in fantasy......create a wrld of mine own with ma style, ma choice , ma god, ma devil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ironic isint it......................my job in reality the course im studyin is to get ppl livin in their own world in touch with "OUR" reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ironic god how ironic....................forgive me for the outburst................i hd to vent out sumwher and u happen to be the scapegoat....................atleast the balls in ur court now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!