13/10/08

the day that passed,
was nuttin extrordinary,
went to college, met a friend, studied,
so nuttin made it starry.
but for past 3-4 days,
i cry myself to sleep,
with only tears fo my company,
and nuttin else to keep.
so why i cry and why i bear,
the heart that has this tiny tear,
i have my friends my family,
and every one i know loves me,
yet there in my heart is this regret,
i always long for what i CANT get,
praying, begging and crying for it,
threatening and pleading bit by bit,
finally either i go to sleep,
or i accept that i cannot keep,
shedding my tears when nobody sees,
and i pray to GOD down on my knees,
only one desire, only one wish,
send me an angel, a golden fish,
naughty as a kitten and pure a a dove,
someone to share my pain, my love,
someone with whom i can truly be,
someone who loves and LOVES ONLY ME...............